I relate to all of this. I've battled alcohol for at least half of my life. Even though I know life is better without it, the seductive qualities still pull me in once in a while, and then I remember why I don't want it in my life. The challenge, like you said, is that it's hard when you're used to packing a cooler of beers and alcohol accompanying almost everything you do. It's just what you do, right?

Thanks again, K.